Hello everyone,

Thank you so much for alerting me about my stalker. I appreciate the countless emails, voice mail messages, and text messages. I have contacted the authorities and filed a police report. 

However, I am choosing to live without fear--which isn't always easy. Stalkers can be unpredictable and, in some cases, deadly and so I am taking precautions. Yes, I agree his appearance on YouTube is alarming as well as his crazed podcast and claims about me. Yes, I realize he also has someone posing as a "producer" supporting him financially to harass me and his other unfortunate victims. Sadly, this "producer" is no doubt just another future victim.  

It’s certainly unsettling that my stalker is continuing to cycle back around to obsess about me--yet again. It is scary and disturbing to witness his mental decline. I wish he could be given proper mental health treatment. I honestly do. But the system has failed us all-- over and over. 

In short, I could spend hours looking over my shoulder and countless hours defending myself against his crazed, spiteful claims. But instead, I choose to focus on the good things in my life--which are plentiful. Germán and I are healthy, our children are healthy, our extended families are all healthy, and our good friends and family here and in Central America are healthy and thriving.  We are blessed and above all else, happy. 

My life is filled with blessings, and I appreciate each and every one of them to the fullest. 

This time of year, I rather focus on helping others and being thankful for all the love and support I’ve received. Again, thank you all for your concern. I am listening to you but pushing forward with my various movie projects.

With love and blessings,


Germán and I pick a Christmas ornament every year. A fun tradition! I hope it brightens your day. 


For the past two years, I've been working on an exciting new novel I hold dear to my heart. 

The reason it's so special to me is that it was inspired by my boyfriend, Germán. Each day, while I worked tirelessly on the manuscript,  he would leave me notes of love and support on delicate scraps of paper or on little envelopes. 

Each poetic message penned in Spanish was hidden away for me to find throughout the day. These wonderful treasure hunts helped me find joy and balance when my writing life seemed overwhelming. 

One of Germán's beautiful and heartfelt messages contained the line--born of the heart. 

So, that is how the novel came to be titled, Born of the Heart -- in Germán's honor. 

Born of the Heart is far different than anything I've ever written. It is a mixture of gothic suspense, historical fiction, mystery, and romance!  

The novel will be released July 16th. I sincerely hope you find Born of the Heart to be one of your favorite reads, and if so, please recommend it to others.  

My desk (pictured below) and one of Germán's special notes of encouragement.




A huge thank you to everyone who has been supporting me in my journey to help victims of stalking. We are working hard on the documentary and appreciate all your enthusiasm for the project. 

While we are busy filming, I hope you will enjoy the trailer for the logbooks. Thank you again for your tremendous love and support.